So, here I was laying on my back with my husband clenching my arm so tight, telling me to get the baby out over and over again. I sensed fear in his voice. Little did I know at this time he had just pushed the emergency button and was staring down at our baby’s head, silent and grey. His heart was in his throat and I instantly regretted all the built up resentment towards him hours earlier. Still holding onto me he kept close to my ear telling me to push and keep going.
Read MoreOut of breath, out of energy and trying so hard to focus on the instructions staff were relaying to me. I began to have tunnel vision as my body slowly started to give up. I gave all of me physically, emotionally and mentally to the nurses, I had nothing left and worried sick about my baby being stuck. I signed my life away and could hear the medical staff shooing my husband to another room. In a panicked state I kept wandering if my baby was ok. I was wheeled to theatre and I remember as each contraction came on, I’d open and close my eyes, just seeing the walls blur. Unable to ask questions through the pain,…
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